Dentist

     I went to the dentist expecting the Haldol to help with my exam.  It did make it easier to keep the x-rays in my mouth.  My hygienist said it was still hard to floss me, and that my ability to keep my teeth clean was going downhill.  She recommended using both hands on my electric toothbrush and disclosing dye to show me where I am missing.

     The dentist, Dr. Rowland, prescribed a fluoridated toothpaste.  She found a cavity that she can’t fill because of my movement.  Dr. Rowland referred me to a dentist who can use nitrous oxide.  She said that will be more expensive.  Dr. Rowland also said, once she refers me to that specialist, he may not be willing to refer me back.  I checked and found out he is not on my plan.

     The present moment is cozy.

Hairdresser

    I forgot to acknowledge my hairdresser, Laurie. She has done an amazing job, cutting my hair with my movements.  Laurie appreciates how much easier it is with the Haldol.  She is an artist with hair as well as well-read, musical and a good film critic.

     Also, my friend, who gets me to my haircuts, reminds me how much money to take out of the ATM, on the way.  Barbara stands with me to make sure I don’t forget my cash card.

     My fellow students in my line dance class say I am an inspiration dancing with HD.

     The present moment is cool sunshine.

Smoke Damage

     I was warming up some egg rolls in the microwave for the first time.  The instructions said two minutes for one.  I figured I could put five in for 10 minutes.  I stopped paying attention.  They burned.  My Huntington’s diminishes my sense of smell.

     The house smelled smoky for awhile.  I offered to pay for cleaning the carpets.  Carol found some carpet deodorizer that helped.

     This raises the question for me whether it is time to go into an Assisted Living Facility (ALF).  Am I dangerous home alone? 

     Carol says I am unique in being willing to go into an ALF.  She says I am independent in terms of being able to cook for myself safely for the most part.  Carol points out I enjoy being the Dyke About Town, out covering events.

     I am protective of her, wanting to reduce how much responsibility she has for me.  Also, I had a positive experience working at an ALF.

     I forgot to mention Carol says the Haldol is improving my memory

     The present moment is cool sunshine.

Dancing on Mardi Gras

     Liz, my standing date for line dance pointed out it is pretty amazing that first class where I danced without my walker fell on Mardi Gras.  The teacher, MaryLee, who was wearing a fool’s hat, complimented me on doing every step.  It felt great.

     Dick, who takes me to the gym, once a week, says he is going to have knee replacement surgery in April.  He says having me as a model helped him have a positive attitude toward his arthritis.  Carol wants to visit him and bring him coffee.

    The present moment is camellia blossom filled.

Haldol

     The Haldol I am taking is helping a lot.  It has reduced my movement to the point I am not using a walker indoors.  That is great news.

     My new favorite TV series is Downton Abbey.  It is very engrossing, has great acting and production values.

     Carol has mentioned it is hard to have the loss of what our connection was when we first got together.  I miss it, too.  She also said people who just see me once a week can’t understand how much my HD is slowing me down.

     The present moment is cozy.

More This and That

   I started taking Haldol, and sure enough had an unpleasant side effect.  I was  thinking I was going to have to stop the medication, right away, which was discouraging.  Fortunately, Carol talked me into continuing it and that issue got better.  Carol talked to a pharmacist, who said the drug can have a side effect of weight gain.  That would be a relief to regain what I have lost.  He said the weight gain isn’t a healthy one.  Oh well.

     Carol gave me some dvds of the first season of Treme for Christmas.  It is my new favorite TV series.   The subject is musicians in New Orleans shortly after Karina.  The music is great.

      I have three boxes of copies of the book I published in 1988 about getting sober, Three Glasses of Wine Have Been Removed from This Story.  I am looking for homes for them.  I don’t want any money for them.  Let me know if you can take one or more.

     I figured out I could buzz some candy or cookies into my smoothies.  That creates variety.

     I had some problems with transportation to Seattle Insight Meditation Society.  That dramatized the fact that I find the instructor’s voice irritating.  I decided to quit there and start going to Lotus Sisters, a lesbian meditation group.  I found a member who lives close by, who gives me rides.

     Carol is going to be going to Palm Springs with some friends, February 15-19.  I have the usual trepidation and excitement about batching it.

     The present moment is cozy.